One thing I'm so motherfucking over-the-moon psyched is going back. Can see mummy daddy korkor and mexi the dumb dumb! AND OF COURSE THE HEAVENLY SHOPPING PARADISE! you don't know don't you! Indonesia sells cheap stuffs. Cheap but nice so beat that! Can't wait to make a list of what the fuck do I want. All that has to wait until after these papers that draining the life out of me though! CANT BE MAD >:/
♥ 11:01 PM
I been very blank nowadays .. If you know what I mean. What I'm saying is that it's as if I'm not there. Everyday almost feels like a chore, or work to be precise. Clock in, clock out. And I hate works. If you hear me saying that I am too occupied with school therefore I can't work, that's a total bull. I want to work and I do have time but I hate working. I hate socializing, I hate having to actually do things and I hate making mistakes.
It gets pretty quiet sometimes around here and it makes me sick, it drives me bolts. I miss everyone. Where's everyone? My life practically is over everyday when mizi is not around to play with me. Poor him has to stick up till later than he wanted just to accompany me some days. Well, every day. I can't help it however folks.
I am at a point in my life whereby I don't really want to part with this situation but I don't want to be here neither. How pathetic is that ? This is what they called taking life for granted when , really, I should be living it as if it's my last, right?
Dunno. I have so many questions nowadays. I have so many of them, they jumble up and leave my mind with nothing. Blank
♥ 10:41 PM
Poor baby has his hand in cast for quite a while now. Tenjoos for accompanying me whenever you can because I feel so alone at home.Why you so sweet, all the kisses in the world for chu ^^
New zebra jacket came in the mail yesterday, hehehehehe. Love it to the last thread of it! And it was actually pretty much a steal! Harpie to the maxz dude
So did come the other two birdies! The studded tube is actually a dress but I couldn't pull it off without having the impression of I am going to a prom. I am not by the way, Dionne is. I'm not. Loving my mum's velvet / dust-catcher skirt hahahahaha. Can't wait to see mummy! xxxxx
Tried doing braids! This is actually the first time I do proper french braids without breaking my arms and neck so I know you people are more of professionals than I am, ergo please save all your dissings :)
I loved my nails here. I actually am still on this. It makes me think of ice-creams. Makes me happy when I see them :) I am still sad, very sad, over my watch however but I guess I'd just leave it all up to God.
& Some doses of Taylor lautner, the sex God;
Look how cute he was with selena. So today-ish, so touchable. Feels like just the guy next door that I can drool over and maybe get to talk to someday and maybe .... HEHEH
See how different the feel is when he's with taylswift? I mean she's the blond,legs-up-to-chin sex Goddess. Who comparable to that ? Not me :(
Still.. can't stop drooling over tayl! Yummiest boy alive hahahahaha
Anyway, I'm in the midst of stdudying and I'm nowhere near finish for the paper happening 12 hours from now. I'm shit dead, and burnt dead with econs taking place next day
♥ 12:38 AM
How long ago was the last since I typed words ? Felt like it was when Fred Flintstone was driving to his office. Well, I have not been really good with words lately and it is weird. I used to anticipate home just so I could blog and use words I learned in school. Not so much now. I think I'm losing the essence of life.
It's pretty exhilarating walking pass Christmas decorations all over the town. This run-down building besides my house has wrapped empty boxes hanging in front of a few shops, and yards and yards of faux bushes running around railings. And if you have yet to see what are they doing in heavy-populated areas, then you're missing it brother. It's so pretty it makes me smile and all hyped up for Christmas.
Life's been pretty alright. School, or home if I wasn't in school, pretty much occupies my time. There are so many boring things to do. Exams are here though so I'm just burning time preparing for it. Once bitten twice shy they said. Can't afford to get bad grades anymore. I'm killing myself if I couldn't do these papers.
Can't wait to buy a new and young sewing machine. I already have some in mind of what to do. This time I won't be reconstructing anything though. I think it's about time I make frequent trips to spotlight.
I'm not really looking forward to anything ... More like scared of everything. Oh well
♥ 3:34 PM
